Miss Lilly's Birthday!

My dearest Lilly.

It's hard to believe a whole year has passed since the first time we stared into each other eyes. You were so tiny and needy, I became your protector, comforter, teacher, playmate & biggest fan. Your Mummy. This is the biggest, most rewarding and best position I have ever held and will ever hold for the rest of my life.

(yes, that is a midwives hand between my legs.. this was only seconds after Lilly was born.)

Over the course of the last year we have developed a bond stronger then anything else I have ever experienced. We know each other better then we know ourselves. You have taught me things I could never have learnt on my own. I have learnt to be patient and at the same time I have learnt what true frustration feels like.

I know what real, honest, unwavering love feels like.
I know what it means to be needed.

You continue to amaze me every single day. Your beauty is incredible, I love you more then any words will ever explain properly. Every smile, every giggle, every tear makes my heart swell inside my chest. We have shared alot this past year, endless fun and poopy nappies. Failed feeding attempts and plenty of crying (from both sides). I have grown from a 19 year old girl into a strong independent & reliable woman. There is no doubt that you have played a huge part in that growth.

You also have the cutest baby butt I've ever seen.

Thank you for allowing me to be the best person I feel I can be. You, in such a short amount of time have brought me an immeasurable amount of joy and wonderful memories that I will keep with me forever. I feel intense excitement about the future and what it holds for our family. I love you with every inch of my being, you are my reason.

Your beautiful smile lights up the whole world.

My sweet, sweet girl. You make my heart sing happy songs & I cherish every moment we spend together. You are wonderful.

I love you to the moon and back.. twice!

HAPPY FIRST BIRTHDAY BABY GIRL!