Creative Frustration.

I consider myself a creative person. I enjoy designing and making random art and craft projects. I lovingly hand made invitations for Lilly's birthday party at the start of the month.. her birthday isn't until March. I measured and cut and glued and printed. I loved every second of it. I feel very unfulfilled, I realise that in theory I am doing a very important job, not only am I raising my own daughter I also have a very important part in someone else's daughters lives. But I want more, I want to feel useful but more importantly I want to do something that I love. I want to create. To create for people, make something that you will want and can use. I bounce a million ideas around my head everyday but I am yet to find my niche and with the lack of money flow through our household at the moment, I do not have the means to experiment.

The frustration is steadily building, looking at etsy.com makes matters worse! All these clever people. So, I'm still thinking. I need something to do that I love, that I can feel proud of, something for me